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I'm bummed I got a "C"  :(. But that is ok. There is always room for improvement and I have nothing but time. 
So as usual, normallly Phantom/erik doesn't really venture into my dreams unless something is up. (And it's usually never a good something. There are lots of fears and anger tossed between us. Only on occasion is there some missing you moments to which we stay gone and not in contact.) But last night he did come. 

so his is how bad it gets.

My mom and I in my dream were traveling. And we needed a place to stay, so I call up a friend and sure enough, It's pretty bad starting out. This girl was supposedly not a person. and I find a weapon in her nightstand. i confront my mom that we are going to be very quickly napping due to the fact I think she is turned bad. well, my friend comes in and i ask her about it and supposedly there is a killer on the lose. a real threat and she has the gun for safety. i figured ok... that's not soo bad ... till my mom and i go grocery shopping and I see this blonde chick whom my senses guess is the bad guy. i tell my mom to drive back home and don't leave unless she must. and that i'll be paying for the items. naturally i do. And my mom heads out and texts me while i am on the verge of this. 

out of nowhere, The blonde comes and changes the scenario. I am at a college. And it's back in the day. People are looking at me funny. and i am trying to run away from crazy lady.
well, as it is, i see this / run into this person whom i cant fully see. but its a he and he starts chasing me too. as i am now running up stairs, the man stops the girl helps me out and i am now hiding in a closet.or so i thought... i turn on the lights and its this storage room full of junk for some theater. i hear footsteps running and my mom calls me. "hey i'm back at home home are you ok?" "not really" "whats wrong? i' think i'm knocked out or in a coma or this crazy person just put my mind on a fix. i'm hiding in a college school that i can tell but the people here are all from back in the day. and some guy is chasing me. but i think he is helping... oh crap i'll call you back." footsteps stopped just down the hall way from where i was located. i tried to run to the stairs and then music started. i started singing a lil off key to poto "who was that shape in the shadow? " then on key and as beautiful as i could possibly un knowingly see "whos is the face in the mask..."  then it hit me "MASK?! ... oh no " 
i was stone cold stiff. the figure man approached me from behind. fear caved into my heart. and my long lost friend found me. Stretched out his arm. reached for my hand took it and like that i was once again hypnotized. comforted to see he remembered me and was calling for me. (as that is how erik always calls me now. if he is angry i hear past the point of no return... if he  is longing for me something sweet and melodic if he is looking for me... you guessed it... theme song. as this was what i was hearing once our hands touched. )  the expression on his face said go with him. no sign of threat. but i know if i do i might not return back home. and being hypnotized... well, i am fighting my thoughts and not being successful now. I was being pulled into his space. al i wanted to say was "what are you doing here?" i was only able to say "Phantom?" he walked guiding me with urgent firm hands. and a good strong step. as the crazy person would near we'd open a room and hide /wait for them to pass us and then continue on. i felt somewhat safe as usual but whats the price for this. 

(see our agreement was that day i dreamt of marrying my true love, he'd leave and id never go looking for him he'd never try to intervene my dreams again. we'd walk off on good terms. no words no nothing just he go his way i'd go mine and we dont spoil the other persons opportunity. should our paths cross, we just end up being as if we never met before. {truthfully that always turned awkward} I kept my part, He didnt. ... lets just say i have saved myself from being hanged, sword wounded, choked, drowned... and the women he pursued, Never had to worry most of the time.. eventually he found out i was there and just stook infront of his lair and left. He didnt like me leaving so to speak... but he never said any feeling were towards me. he hid them from me and that saved me from hurting him. {that was our other agreement to not get involved just come and go while we were together ...no questions asked he hated me previously. so i had no choice but to play his game. we grew to be good friends but he got the worst  })

When i would repeat myself and say Phantom, He's turn to look at me as if  i was a child. and when we'd go into a room i'd try to think of saying something. and he would cover my mouth with his hand ... a few times because they were more abrupt pushing and shoving nudging tuggin than walking. at one point he let me go. i had stupidly hurt my handby slapping him. note to the wise, it is not within your interest to slap a skull like face. it hurts more than slapping skin. oh and i used my back hand. he just stared at me. as i cried silently thinking how much i hated him doing this. when i was done we walked off. entered a room. i soon realized it wasnt her that was makaing me see the college as a maze it was him asking me to help him. like a guardian angel. no i wasnt happy about this. a part of me wanted to run and embrace his presence another realized its not fully really him... atleast from this angle yeah. and i cant afford to get lost in that state of mind. my mom had apparently tried calling but my hone was off vibration. i was finally at the place where he wanted me to be. i saw him with a group of college kids. 5 to be honest. 3 guys 2girls. one air of which had kids. "oh my gosh how did you get here?" "who is she?" all i asked was "what on earth are you doing here?"

"our friend went crazy. we had to hide from her. please help us."   i turned to erik but just like that he was gone. i looked everywhere from where i stood "is it just you guys?" i whispered. "there are others but we are all locked in rooms. "how did this happen? no wait nvm i dont want to know. ""how did you find us?" "what?..."  my phone rang once i turned it back vibe. "this is the police department. caling for samantha . "this is she" your mother called us saying you were in trouble. your sweetheart is hwere with us." he took the phone "Are you ok samantha?" "i'd like to get checked and put out after this... but i guess i'm ok. there is a blonde woman that went crazy and is carrying a weapon and is considered to be a student that goes here. there are other students hiding. i found one group. in the basement." "what kind of weapon?" "lets just say that she is prob going to be insane"  "ok i need you to do exactly as i say" "dont i always?" "find the others let us know through text."

(you know how dreams speed up?)
by the time i had walked around the school, and found all i could with phantom's help, i counted 25 . some were scattered cuz their partners helped them escape. those that helped had some injuries. i texted in short terms to save the battery. which wasnt going to last soon.  my man texted me back saying "we'll ge t you out of there soon." 
one kid again asked me "so how did you fnd us?" ... i replied with fingers to a closed lip. pointing up. meaning "do you hear those footsteps? and see those vents" i kept a text with those who had phones. and as dreams usually flash they all had been saved and the girl taken down... and i was drained mentally and physically. 

by the time i got out. i was stumbling and falling down stairs. and a figure was helping me out. everyone saw him. all i could hear was him talking. 
"oh my gosh is she ok?" {she is fine. took a few beatings.} as i was placed against the cars. the kids all said "who's he? he must be a secret agent" my man knew EXACTLY who He was. and he also knew he was using a diff voice. he just shook his hand and the man who helped me left. "Adam,?" i mumbled still tired as ever. "yeah babe?" "is my mom ok?" "she is" "are you ok?" "i am now." "can we go home now please?" "heh. sounds good to me"   on the drive home to see my mom and family again. he asked me one question. "Phantom got into your head?" ... "...he broke his  promise and messed with it. "  "well i'm glad he's gone" "i'm relieved hes gone and your'e here" 

i woke up as i was carried to our home in the arms of my love. 

wow a bit long but there you go. I hate being used by erik/phantom. it annoys me. 
So as usual, normallly Phantom/erik doesn't really venture into my dreams unless something is up. (And it's usually never a good something. There are lots of fears and anger tossed between us. Only on occasion is there some missing you moments to which we stay gone and not in contact.) But last night he did come. 

so his is how bad it gets.

My mom and I in my dream were traveling. And we needed a place to stay, so I call up a friend and sure enough, It's pretty bad starting out. This girl was supposedly not a person. and I find a weapon in her nightstand. i confront my mom that we are going to be very quickly napping due to the fact I think she is turned bad. well, my friend comes in and i ask her about it and supposedly there is a killer on the lose. a real threat and she has the gun for safety. i figured ok... that's not soo bad ... till my mom and i go grocery shopping and I see this blonde chick whom my senses guess is the bad guy. i tell my mom to drive back home and don't leave unless she must. and that i'll be paying for the items. naturally i do. And my mom heads out and texts me while i am on the verge of this. 

out of nowhere, The blonde comes and changes the scenario. I am at a college. And it's back in the day. People are looking at me funny. and i am trying to run away from crazy lady.
well, as it is, i see this / run into this person whom i cant fully see. but its a he and he starts chasing me too. as i am now running up stairs, the man stops the girl helps me out and i am now hiding in a closet.or so i thought... i turn on the lights and its this storage room full of junk for some theater. i hear footsteps running and my mom calls me. "hey i'm back at home home are you ok?" "not really" "whats wrong? i' think i'm knocked out or in a coma or this crazy person just put my mind on a fix. i'm hiding in a college school that i can tell but the people here are all from back in the day. and some guy is chasing me. but i think he is helping... oh crap i'll call you back." footsteps stopped just down the hall way from where i was located. i tried to run to the stairs and then music started. i started singing a lil off key to poto "who was that shape in the shadow? " then on key and as beautiful as i could possibly un knowingly see "whos is the face in the mask..."  then it hit me "MASK?! ... oh no " 
i was stone cold stiff. the figure man approached me from behind. fear caved into my heart. and my long lost friend found me. Stretched out his arm. reached for my hand took it and like that i was once again hypnotized. comforted to see he remembered me and was calling for me. (as that is how erik always calls me now. if he is angry i hear past the point of no return... if he  is longing for me something sweet and melodic if he is looking for me... you guessed it... theme song. as this was what i was hearing once our hands touched. )  the expression on his face said go with him. no sign of threat. but i know if i do i might not return back home. and being hypnotized... well, i am fighting my thoughts and not being successful now. I was being pulled into his space. al i wanted to say was "what are you doing here?" i was only able to say "Phantom?" he walked guiding me with urgent firm hands. and a good strong step. as the crazy person would near we'd open a room and hide /wait for them to pass us and then continue on. i felt somewhat safe as usual but whats the price for this. 

(see our agreement was that day i dreamt of marrying my true love, he'd leave and id never go looking for him he'd never try to intervene my dreams again. we'd walk off on good terms. no words no nothing just he go his way i'd go mine and we dont spoil the other persons opportunity. should our paths cross, we just end up being as if we never met before. {truthfully that always turned awkward} I kept my part, He didnt. ... lets just say i have saved myself from being hanged, sword wounded, choked, drowned... and the women he pursued, Never had to worry most of the time.. eventually he found out i was there and just stook infront of his lair and left. He didnt like me leaving so to speak... but he never said any feeling were towards me. he hid them from me and that saved me from hurting him. {that was our other agreement to not get involved just come and go while we were together ...no questions asked he hated me previously. so i had no choice but to play his game. we grew to be good friends but he got the worst  })

When i would repeat myself and say Phantom, He's turn to look at me as if  i was a child. and when we'd go into a room i'd try to think of saying something. and he would cover my mouth with his hand ... a few times because they were more abrupt pushing and shoving nudging tuggin than walking. at one point he let me go. i had stupidly hurt my handby slapping him. note to the wise, it is not within your interest to slap a skull like face. it hurts more than slapping skin. oh and i used my back hand. he just stared at me. as i cried silently thinking how much i hated him doing this. when i was done we walked off. entered a room. i soon realized it wasnt her that was makaing me see the college as a maze it was him asking me to help him. like a guardian angel. no i wasnt happy about this. a part of me wanted to run and embrace his presence another realized its not fully really him... atleast from this angle yeah. and i cant afford to get lost in that state of mind. my mom had apparently tried calling but my hone was off vibration. i was finally at the place where he wanted me to be. i saw him with a group of college kids. 5 to be honest. 3 guys 2girls. one air of which had kids. "oh my gosh how did you get here?" "who is she?" all i asked was "what on earth are you doing here?"

"our friend went crazy. we had to hide from her. please help us."   i turned to erik but just like that he was gone. i looked everywhere from where i stood "is it just you guys?" i whispered. "there are others but we are all locked in rooms. "how did this happen? no wait nvm i dont want to know. ""how did you find us?" "what?..."  my phone rang once i turned it back vibe. "this is the police department. caling for samantha . "this is she" your mother called us saying you were in trouble. your sweetheart is hwere with us." he took the phone "Are you ok samantha?" "i'd like to get checked and put out after this... but i guess i'm ok. there is a blonde woman that went crazy and is carrying a weapon and is considered to be a student that goes here. there are other students hiding. i found one group. in the basement." "what kind of weapon?" "lets just say that she is prob going to be insane"  "ok i need you to do exactly as i say" "dont i always?" "find the others let us know through text."

(you know how dreams speed up?)
by the time i had walked around the school, and found all i could with phantom's help, i counted 25 . some were scattered cuz their partners helped them escape. those that helped had some injuries. i texted in short terms to save the battery. which wasnt going to last soon.  my man texted me back saying "we'll ge t you out of there soon." 
one kid again asked me "so how did you fnd us?" ... i replied with fingers to a closed lip. pointing up. meaning "do you hear those footsteps? and see those vents" i kept a text with those who had phones. and as dreams usually flash they all had been saved and the girl taken down... and i was drained mentally and physically. 

by the time i got out. i was stumbling and falling down stairs. and a figure was helping me out. everyone saw him. all i could hear was him talking. 
"oh my gosh is she ok?" {she is fine. took a few beatings.} as i was placed against the cars. the kids all said "who's he? he must be a secret agent" my man knew EXACTLY who He was. and he also knew he was using a diff voice. he just shook his hand and the man who helped me left. "Adam,?" i mumbled still tired as ever. "yeah babe?" "is my mom ok?" "she is" "are you ok?" "i am now." "can we go home now please?" "heh. sounds good to me"   on the drive home to see my mom and family again. he asked me one question. "Phantom got into your head?" ... "...he broke his  promise and messed with it. "  "well i'm glad he's gone" "i'm relieved hes gone and your'e here" 

i woke up as i was carried to our home in the arms of my love. 

wow a bit long but there you go. I hate being used by erik/phantom. it annoys me. 

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Fairfarren-cheshire Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
here is the digital base i promised to make. .:Party base:. i hope its okay. if there's anything wrong with it please let me know and i will change it :D
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SaphireFLames Featured By Owner 6 days ago
wow
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Fairfarren-cheshire Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
hehe ^_^
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KyoriYuki Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favourite ^-^
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welcome
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