1) WOW my couples base is really sky rocketing up there to the 500 mark infact i think it needs 2 more faves to get to 500.
a very big Ginormous Gargantu-um Thank You to all who have faved my art. And i Hope to keep on pleasing you all.
2) If i could only have my own studio to Zumba but that costs and i dont have that kind of money to do it so its just gonna be basic practice for me till i get a job and am able to get into school and... i get all the stuff i need to start up my own Zumba class.
my first group practice is at a summer school with my mom. i get to teach 4th graders how to merengue and raegaeton.
3) my man wants and is going to marry me when he gets out. i just need to figure out a way to talk to my parents about that. (this is in like 2 years so i have time to get to where i need to be but i dont think they will enjoy the news. especially dad since... ... ... hes spoiled rotten and prob wishes i had a leash. and not in the protective way in the childish i cant do it so i need you to do it for me way.
Oh well. it should be good when i get to finally be with my man. i just hope my family remains a family after i am gone. which i am not sure will be the case. if anything my brother will be with my mom still although he hopes to be out by then too. being that he always is asking for money rides and cant drive himself to work and school. but hey whatever works. i just want to be with my man and get working on me for once. not that i havent been but it be nice right about now ... especially now.
4)is it sad to say i am not feeling happy even at home just because i know i need to be with my man? i dont want to see my family fall apart anymore. i dont want to see my mom broken again and i dont want to be the person that they keep close due to the issues itself. i sometimes wonder if they see me truly happily married in the future. i doubt my dad does. mom is 5050 my brother? who knows. i feel like i am such a burden to this family if i go and if i stay i am a burden to myself... Where is my cabin escape? it would be so nice to stay in a cabin for a while.
all in all i cant wait to be with my man and am going to go through hell to get to him. NO ONE STOP ME.