i had 2 dreams that i think were the worst ever.
my first was me and a bunch of some girl buds got accepted to meet and greet and go backstage with one direction... and one of them started to flirt with me. (EWWWWWW) he asked me to dance with him and i put a jug of milk in his hand instead and walked off. n then i was singing a song. i only remember the first few lines cuz i woke up after i started to sing
"now and then i get visit from an old friend,
why do i always cry"
after which i dreampt up that poto was stalking me. and my fam and i were in a hotel. as i looked at pictures i realized he was trying to get my attention. i told my family "he's here
if he finds me it wont stop he'l keep finding me. i am seriously not safe now" my mom just turned to me and said... "he's not real you are safe with us . and the hotel is pretty good on security cameras... ... try to get some sleep. you'll be ok" i took a shower that night and when i got out in my pj's everyone already asleep... poto messaged me in my mind saying "there is a ball happening. " ("Not Again") i thought. "you will go to the ball and i will meet you there." frightened i thought back to him and kinda was actually talking to him "but i dont have a dress or shoes or anything" and he said "dont worry i will get them for you. just be ready."
instanty after the doorbell rang and knocked and i asked "who is it?" "room service" i opened n saw him with a dress and shoes. i turned pale and woke up before anything could happen.
For once i would like normal dreams... one to where i can see the outcome before it happened and wouldnt have to mingle with strange men.
i guess i am getting them cuz i am rather lonely and want my man here this christmas.
you guys have no idea how difficut it is to remain strong while your oved one is away behind bars. i hope this christmas isnt a kill joy but i feel like it is gonna be for me anyways...
i'll try to remain posative. this season.